personal.

Dear _______,

You really are a fag you know that? Jst when i thought you could change, it doesn't get any fcuking better. It's actually the opposite. There will never be any heart to heart or d&m between us becos we always end up arguing. You only listen to one side of the story, your side. We're too different and disagree with uncountable things. Honestly, I don't see what you mean to me. Yeah maybe, you're my friend but you don't even treat me like one. How the hell do you expect to keep a girl when you cnt even treat me right? The things you do are outrageous and yeah even though i might smile or jst laugh along but srsly do you really think i enjoy the type of shit you give me?

You're selfish as well and i know, everyone is selfish in their own ways but you just stand out. Do you even care for me? Do you care for anyone besides yourself and the ones you fancy? The world doesn't revolve around you and most of the time, it isnt even about you.

Why are you soo up ahead of yourself? Think soo highly. Are you special? Are you unique? As a friend, you're not special but you are highly highly unique. I don't know anyone who would do that to me nor i want to meet one.

Yes, i do feel bad for blogging all these negative things but i dont make bullshit up jst to entertain myself. This isnt bullshit. The thing is, the truth hurts.

Are there positive things about you?

You use to care, and actually try to make me smile, or was that jst sweettalk?

You have different opinions and point of views about stuff which is sometimes helpful but sometimes you go overboard.

Maybe there are some more good points but the negative factors jst keep overtaking.

Don't ask me if this is to you or someone becos my answer will be no even if it is you. The thing is, if you think this is to you, then maybe it is. This shouldnt concern you is none of these things are famililar with you. Get my drift?

I hope you think about this. My point isn't for you to change into the person i want you to be, becos that is reaaly demanding and im not that type that does that shit but jst think about my opinion. If i really mean something to you, you will care but if i dont, then i will know the truth. If you wanna respond to this post, go ahead, i dont mind, maybe jst dont mention my name?

This is the truth and nothing but the truth.

Yeah, it hurts...